look wat uv done..


Because of you i learned to...
Love....
have hope...
be happy..
have fun...
smile...
laugh...
TRUST...
Live....
feel inspired....
be free...
like....
like food...
love food...
love myself...
feel beautiful...
be healthy....
study hard...
study harder....
Now look what uve done...=)

Because of u i learned and feel..
Hate...
Anger...
Insecurity....

PAIN...
get jealous...
HURT...
being played....
insulted....
used...
ugly...
disrespect....
like dirt...
and think less of myself...
Now look what uv done to me....u must be very proud!...

Happy Birthday Message to my Father

Dear Papa,



Today is more likely your special day because it is your birthday. I'm so proud that you are my father! I know that you are there sacrificing for our future. It's been how many months since you left but for me it's like years passing by. Everyday is a struggle, there is no more a loud knock on my room as early as 6 AM to wake me as well as mikmik in the morning for us to prepare for school. There is no more driving around to make us "hatid". No more hugs and kisses before we go to school and no more "Papa, karuyag ko pumalit sadto!" then the next day it is there as long as it is not hard to find and not that expensive. I miss those times when we sing together when we have vacant time. It's really been hard living without you. All those dreams we are talking about, ambitions we are trying to reach and lessons you are trying to teach. It is worth a sacrifice living afar from you. I believed that i am much blessed to have a father like you. You're so caring, understanding, and a lovable father to us. Thank you for everything! I LOVE AND MISS YOU.... WITH HUGS AND KISSES TO!





love,

John Celmarx Macatangay Edos